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[Wednesday
March 28th, 2007 at 6:04pm]
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Yesterday at work I let my mind wonder off thinking about school. I suppose the whole “back to school” thing has pumped me up. I wasn’t concerned about that though but more so thinking how much I really enjoyed school. I would make up any excuse to take a day out of it. I think anyone of my peers that has no connection with most their school friends, has bills to pay along with working a full time job would agree with me that they miss school. A job isn’t so bad; I love my job and the people I’ve gotten the pleasure to know through that company. I just miss the high school life. No bills and no worries. If I could trade in what my life has become now (work and bills) for a day of school I think I would take it. I miss out on so much and failed to learn what I may later on need. Sure the cutting up in class may be apart of my time there and expressing my opinions and rights such as letting it be known that it isn’t mandatory that you MUST stand for the pledge. But the learning and the work that I skipped out on when I was in school would change. I would try a lot harder than I said I was.

Well anyway today is the start of making up for the lack of attention I put in to school work. At age 19 with different age groups in my class, goofing off or expressing my opinion to them is the least of my worries. This is strictly education. A social life as well but more of another chance at improving my education.
-I’ve done nothing but run today. All this running I’ve found out that next Wednesday at 9:00 am is my start date for my GED where I’ll figure out the days and times I’ll be going. I have a choice of Monday and Thursday or Monday thru Thursday. In order to give me all the education I need and get done with this quicker I think I’ll be taking the Monday thru Thursday. Which also means I’ll be working…clocking out for lunch to go to school…coming back to work to finish my shift as well make up the hours I used to go to school. Tomorrow I’ll figure out about my other class. The job skills programs that will help me move toward what I chose to set as my carrier. Along with that I still haven’t sent my taxes off and that is because they got rejected. Note to self never try to even do a portion of your taxes on your own. My manger did mine for free and set my way up to me finishing it. Somehow it got rejected but tomorrow it’ll be sent. So I’ve been busy from the start of my day today. Running around town from 9:00 am to 12:00pm has to be the most running I’ve done in ages. I tried getting 3 things done in those few hours and some how ended up successful in doing so.

Well this is my life as of now. School and work. I love it…for now.
Also, Luckily I did beat Zelda Twilight Princess in time to get that off my mind so I can focus on these things. Other wise I’d be trapped in the game and less worried about what I had to get done and what work I had to review. So I’m thankful haha
Also it is late to mention this but above there are new pictures. I’m still not sure how long I’m keeping this look…I kind of dig it. I suppose when another haircut needs to come my way? Hmmm I don’t know.
Peace!
~Adam
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D807 [Thursday
March 8th, 2007 at 12:16am]
[ mood | geeky ]
[ music | 'Cupid's Choke Hold' -:- By: Gym Class Heroes ]

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New hair cut

I'm pleased and displeased with this. I started to miss my hair but began to realize that it’s nice to have a change. So I'm keeping it for awhile. Thought about shaving it over the summer. The thought is still out there. I'm looking to get to shorter before that. I'm trying new looks. To hell with going to work 5 days a week and having to put my hair in a pony tail, gel it back so baby hairs won't fly everywhere and have a big bush of curly hair for a pony tail. To hell with washing that chunk of curls. My hair is much softer, easy to maintain, cheaper due to hair products and lighter. Don't get me wrong. I love long hair and I might grow it back out one day. I'm sure I will. But for now this is it. I have a dislike for it at work. Of course I just wake up and have little time to take the time out to fix my hair the way I want it. Not to mention working in a uniform you aren’t pleased with. I don't have that dorky feeling of "god I look so stupid in this" But my hair does not match the look of the uniform. Make and sense? Anyways I'm growing faud of it day by day. I think the hate for this hair cut was mainly coming from missing my hair. I don't miss the long hair as much now. The day after I got it cut and went to work I swear every guy I laid eyes on had longer hair than me. It was like a taught and statement "HAHA fuck face you cut your hair stupid ass!" But I'm over it now and as said, enjoying the different looks day by day.

So I went to Greensboro today, whole family shopping day at the mall. That was fun. I got a decal for my car. Hell let me take a moment and make a high ego statement and say hell yeah this is true.

Other than the decal I got a keychain and another Tupac shirt which is in a large with my brother thinking I should get a medium, boy was he right. Maybe it'll shrink, wish for the best. Well had a good time. Tomorrow is my last day off, I think me and my brother are going to go see Reno 911. Speaking which I'm going to go watch Cops. Hell yes!! Damn Friday will be here soon and that means I'll have to upload this bitch...

Check out more photos on my website. And take time out to show me love. And sign my guest book. Take time out of your busy schedule. Can you do that!? hehe much love.

P:S
Check it out. My new pimp ass phone. May I remind you guys, I got a black one jus tlike this pimp one here.

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[Sunday
March 4th, 2007 at 1:04am]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | 'Fireman' -:- By: Lil Wayne ]

From this...to this...


This bottom picture was taken 8 or 9 years ago around age 11 or so.

I'm thinking about cutting my hair around that short area. While looking at pictures of how my hair is now and was in the past, makes me sway my mind to keep my hair. I think about pros and cons. I mean it’s going to be summer, but long hair never bothered me. I can't always get my hair to do right when its down, but then again short hair has its days to. Least I won’t be wearing a pony tail most the time. Different change, new look, and besides I CAN regrow it. But it did take forever to get this long. Well I think I'm going to take the chance. It’s about time to give it a try. Why not!?
My website which btw is now open makes me sway my mind a lot as well. I think "how can I make good photo layouts and shit with short hair? Well though I believe hair is a big part of it, I think it'll be a new journey of discovering that type of project. And hell if I do get short hair, who is to say to change a layout anytime soon? It may be my old hair cut but psht! It’s still me right?

Anyways I'm going to sleep on it. It may happen tomorrow, may not even happen...maybe one day, none the less I got to think hard about it. But still I'd like a little piece of everyone's opinion. KEEP IN MIND, FUNKY PICTURE OF ME, BUT THAT WAS YEAAAARS AGO.

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February 17th, 2007 at 12:42am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | 'Leather sof Soft' -:- By: Lil Wayne & Birdman ]


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OK! How about this. Late New Year’s resolution. If you look at it in my way it is an early one though. See I did happen to have plans to post in January...all through January. One of many new years’ resolutions of mine was to keep updated on my livejournal. Not just for a simple fact of having beloved friends on here. But also to store memories for myself. Well a lot my new year’s resolutions started off late this year. Though I've cleared things out and took one step at a time. My next step is this. With a new/ old likeable LJ layout of mine, I plan on keeping it up to date. For real this time!




Anyways here’s to deal: Motivation & determination. That’s the key. All my new years resolutions this year circle around these two words. And like never before I have a greater list of resolutions then I ever have had before. One is an every year thing. I keep myself in check and in mind that I will remain straight edge. Something I never have to key into because its there all year around and that style won't change. Others include school work, my career work which also factors into my school/college experience that I will be having. I have made a vow to never abandon friends or let our relationship become nothing more then monthly aquatics. I also plan on meeting someone. That’s a never can tell situation. Its true, the single life is not for me. Sure I enjoy it now because I know I’m better off this way without one. Though as said, I’m motivated and determined. Two reasons will keep me from this goal. Not the right one or other plans. My career future and the loved ones I have now (my family and friends) will come before my wants. I don't need a significant other nor do I want one at the time.
-So motivation and determination has brought me here typing my heart out if you will. But I suppose if I am vowing to keep memories alive I might as well spill them out.

I think it’s the thought of wanting to keep a lot of my life situations private now days that makes me post entries father and farther apart. Though without sharing and without experiencing myself as I use to on here or myspace I've learned I'd be tenser on what I was keeping to myself. Where as in I'd make a very long rant on here and have people I've became some what familiar of comment after taking time out to read what was said. It always touched me to see some one actually listened to what I had to say. After awhile it became more of a debate and fuse with people I didn't even know, people that I didn't add nor ask to read what I work. They were against what I had to say and felt need to make me aware of it. I love debates and getting my point across but when people act a fool about it, it is about time you draw a line. I don't know if things have worn down since then but I've grown to not care for that. Ignore them or make it like a game. And with this smart ass mouth of mine, I can do wonders!
~I've seemed to side tracked and carried on with a different topic, let’s get down to it.
January kicked off with a mellow type feel. Along these two past months I grew more and more motivated to carry on with my old traits. Photography, writing, graphics and web designing. May I note that the whole web designing thing has come to a halt. For whatever reason I am unable to work on my angelfire account on my computer. I don't understand it...go figure! But anyways, I also I’ve grown to be more into the thought of having a career at Walgreen’s. After getting my Inventory job handed back to me around the end of December I got in high gear and made a vow to do my best. Since then I haven't slacked, I'm busy the whole 8 hours. What trigger the thought of wanting to work at a career there now came from my manger's own words. He did tell me if I keep up what I'm doing now, moved to asst. manger, exa, then in 6 years from now I could become store manger provided I had all the school education and what not. The thought of being head chief of a store growing rapid as Walgreen’s is, amazes me. I'm hooked on the thought that I may get that far...and I may not. But this isn’t the end of the road. I will become of a higher promotion then Inventory Coordinator. Which brings me to today. Truck day starts around 12:00-1:00. Well due to snow in Pennsylvania, truck time ran a little later making me free to do whatever I pleased till 3:00 because I offered to leave after working from 11:00 to 1:00, come back at 3:00 and work till 10:00. So I took that time to take that step in business management and getting my GED. I went to the Social Security place to get the form to get my Birth certificate. Note to all. They are ass holes down there. They are not concern what so ever about customer care. So anyway I manage to get that taken care of. A 12 dollar fee for a piece of fucking paper stating of birth. So when that comes in I'll be working on 2 things. GED class and business management classes. This won't in anyway affect my chances of being manger... It will not qualify me and give me a certification in business management but it'll give me a heads up and a view of what I'm in store for. So it’s going to be really neat. Plus it'll help pay my GED bill.
So anyways I'm sleepy... Its 1:15 AM and I got to go to work @ 12:00...
I'll see you guys again soon. New feel new thoughts.
OH! Must I say, I have pictures to owe LJ...here they are...damn I need to get into my communities to. That’s where I discovered a lot of you great people after all!
<3
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Bed hair [Tuesday
October 10th, 2006 at 7:06am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | 'Sexy Back' -:- By: Justin Timberlake ]

I'll be honest, I lost alot of love for the things I use to take part in. Such as photography, graphics, web sites and writting which includes here on livejournal (not just lyrics and such) Not like I wanted to let all that go. It slowly faded away. Its coming back though...here and there. I've always loved the idea of having a creative mind. I was proud of most my work. I'm trying to take time out to do those things. I'm buying a domain shortly to rebuild my peronal site. Due to the lack of time and the fact that I don't want to dedicate a lot of time for nothing like I use to with a big works on it, Its gonna be a small simple yet creative site.

anyways back to life. I've tried time and time again to post a entry on here but things cross my mind. "where should I start?" and the fact that I've gone so long, what if people have forgotten me, deleted me, or just skip this entry. But then again I suppose the creation of a journal wasnt meant to ever has comment sin inputs but a way to hold memories through words. Comments are always nice though, For a public one atleast. It shows the interest in someone.

~Ok I has less than a hour to spill a few months out at you guys, I'm headed to work at 11. So I guess thats where I could start off with. I'm still @ walgreens (1 year and counting) I left the 3rd shift scene with a $1.55 raise and a promotion as ainventory coorinator...and as they like to call it (SIMS) At the moment I have no plans to leave but the money at star tec with over time sounds pretty damn orgasmic.

So to move on with things, my job status hasnt changed like my realationship staus hasnt. Katie and I are on our 4 months together. In order to make our realationship more fulfilling she is moving down here after school. Sound slike a big step, meet and girl she moves down here...but its not exactly like that. People don't realize we had a 6 year frienship prior to this. That makes some difference yes, Confindence in a realationship does to and I'm full of it. I had bad picks for girlfriends but I think it ends here.
And well I may just end this short and sweet and let you guys know I ha d abirthday. Big 19.. I have much more to update on though it 40 mins till 11:00 and I'm sitting here in sesame street boxers... So I'm get ready and update more later...damn its crazy when I finally get the mood to type things out I got to go to work. son of a bitch

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[Monday
June 26th, 2006 at 8:07am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | 'snap your fingers' -:- By: Lil John ]

OMG I CUT MY HAIR N FINALLY AM DATING!?


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I shouldn't be awake right now. Its my last full day off, I should be in bed asleep. But I'm not. I had a urge to make a journal entry. I'm not sure what good this will do. My journal has been lacking of updates for so long that many forget about my journal or seem to glide right past it without a thought that I may have made a entry due to my far and few ones I do post. I try to change that. There is much going on it my life to make my friends aware of. Enough to keep me busy and make me feel as if there is no time. There is always time though if you make time. So here it is.

I guess going in order would be the smartest thing. I haven't really discussed my love life in detail too often. Everyone who knows me knows my struggle. Or knew my struggle. My new struggle is trying to maintain sanity from not seeing my girl whenever I please. I'm dating this girl 7 hours from my hometown now. Something I found to be the right choice. When you look at the reasons.
I've had nothing but trouble out of love. 5 to 6 years of being there for me, I never gave Katie the chance she wanted.
Its a big step but I'm going no where with no one. Least now I'll have a start of going somewhere with someone
-I met her in person for the first time June 16th...the 19th I made my decison that I wanted to be with this girl. After all she has known me and I've known her long enough to say we gave it a good wait. A real good wait. Love is what made the choice for us to meet, so of corse the first day in with her I began to get feelings for her. We had a blast doing absolutely nothing. Sweet thoughts, kisses and cuddles is the key to my heart. It was a feeling that I hadn't felt in what seemed ages. It was reborned in me after a long wait of what I wanted to do in my love life. a year and ahalf wait.
She left on a sunday morning on fathers day june 18th. It felt like all that love between us was being taken away. I knew I was happy though. I was thrilled at the thought of getting butterflies in my stomach when I took a shot at our first kiss. Its a magical moment that isnt forgotten.. and it wont. I'm hoping to see her soon. This will be my first trip of of state. It'll be a trip i'd love to look foward to. Cause I miss her bunches.

-I guess this should had been my first subject to discuss... I feel like it'll grab more attention than my love life. After all... boys with long hair is hot right? Not as long anymore. You may remeber and f you would take a look at my old photos and notice a change in style. My hair was close to my belly button...now its at my shoulders. I think i like it...

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[Thursday
May 25th, 2006 at 5:49pm]
This month has been a crazy month. I've expected to update every week or on a normal bases. I try to get around it but then sometihng always stops me from writting the first line. That and this year has already started off with some unreal and unpredictable situations. I won't go into detail with many or all because I just don't have that type of time nor pataince to go into detail with all that has happen. Well I'll start from as far back as I can remeber.

  • Of coruse I'm a liecenses driver now. I still work 3rd shift at Walgreens and I'm happy. Single but happy. The closest girl to a girlfriend will be coming down June 16 to meet me. I can't wait.

    Anyways on to the situations I've had to deal with from a car wreck to seeing my best friend walk with cuffs across his ankle and dressed in orange.
    -THE WRECK: was sometihng i was not involded in. It happen late april when my brother and father were headed to the airport in North Carolina. This was before I got my liecense.. a day before come to think of it. Anyways they got a flat and from what I gathered had to pull to the far right lane because the barrers on the highway. In that time a suv was behind them and a tracker trailer hit the SUV which hit my mom's car, knocking my dad down (who was outside the car) Long story short, we are still in process of the situation. Car is totaled but we will get much out of it.

    At this moment i know for a fact there is plenty that has gone on in the weeks of me not making enteries. One my best friends is having a baby, I finally made it to a prom with a friend, I have plans to hang out with friends of the past. Alot stuff to deal with from what I just said to paying off bills. But nothing compares to the stress of whats currently going on in my life.

    I'm sure everyone is aware I have a best friend name Joseph

    I saw something I wish I never would had to seen in my life. A best friend of 10 years ago. Back from the 4th grade, walk into a court room dressed in orange with the word inmate written on his shirt. To see your best friend thats like a brother to you walk to a seat with chains wraped around his ankles is a terrible feeling. I can't say much on behalf of what happen but I can say i'm looking at a friend that can have up to 20 years in jail... most likely 6 months. Too long for me. I'm worried and been worried about this situation from now to last sunday when he got arrested. Which is why you wont see me in good moods or even see many updates...whats new. I hope to update more often though because LJ is great. Right now though I'ma go. i just got back from seeing that and lil upset of the whole situation. I thought 05 was bad, but damn. I got good and bad with this year. i'm happy but sad
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    [Tuesday
    April 4th, 2006 at 8:11pm]
    [ mood | exhausted ]
    [ music | 'tempature' -:- By: Sean Paul ]

    I miss this whole thing you call the internet. I miss private messages, instant messages...whatever you shall call them. I had my first long good IM conversation today in a long time with Brittany. Its crazy, your gone from the computer for pretty much a month and a half and away from all your friends and its like so much has changed and you gotta update on everything. So long that with some friends they pop in Walgreens and they become surprise to see I'm the one ringing them up. But back to the computer. I've missed it and I've felt forgotten. lol, please don't forget me. I love the people I've met and talk to online. Its my only path to take to talk to most friends online. I have barely a hour to be online. I have no time to take pictures so expect me to be a old rough dirty looking man next time you see a recent picture of me. God, I don't know when the last time I took a picture. Sometime in Febuary? eh well they will come. This month is packe dof...work. I've been working everyday since LAST Tuesday. This night is my last night then I got back in Sunday night. Son of a bitch! And then of coruse the driving class ends the end of April. Then I'll legally beable to drive my yellow baby. I love my car but I learned a 2006 Mazda has half of my heart. I loove that car. I recently learned my car didn't have a city sticker...luckly I learned that before a cop did... tomorrow morning my goal is to waste 20 dollars on that. show nuff Hmmm. anyway there isnt much going on. Nothing new I suppose. I'm tired so excuse me for being short. I gotta go to work soon to. But I'll update again soon. Love you all

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    [Friday
    March 24th, 2006 at 9:31pm]
    Febuary 28th - March 24th I've been missing! Ahhh. I haven't had time. I've bene wanting computer time but I never see to have time for it. Espessically lately. Up until april 28th I'll be taking driving clases. The end of April (provided I pass everything) I'll have my liences. So which mean though I love having my brother or mom in the car with me, I'll beable to drive to and from work and then some without worring about needing someone there in the car. Aswell I'm starting to work Tuesday - Tuesday, 8 days straight this week and next week. I don't know when this ends but I'm not sure how great I'm going to feel about work and school like that....least up until I get my pay check and see a few higher numbers on there. It just really sucks missing everyone on aol and myspace. I have had no time to talk and I've talked to really no one but jospeh. Few weeks ago I got to go out and see Brokeback Mountain with Corey, Tony, Jospeh, Jill and Liz. That was awsome and aswell the movie was very sad.
    Well....shit I dont have much time, lol and I'm not sure what to say really other than I miss everyone.
    <3
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    [Tuesday
    February 28th, 2006 at 6:59pm]
    [ mood | shaking my ass ]
    [ music | 'A Day In The Life' -:- By: The Beatles ]


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    Lack of update, I apologize. I'm in the progress of changing that. More time online, I'm never on anymore.
    To start off what was missed, few weeks ago I had strip throat for about 2 and half weeks I believe I got sick from going to the show. A crowd of people, someone there had to have some type of sickness...I was right up front for the Fall of Troy, the singer was sick..hmm, dreamy! Well anyways that leads me to miss two days of work. Damn what a difference that made.Aswell what big of a difference it makes when the people at the bank fuck up. I take $200 out of the day I got paid and put $100 in my savings in order to save for bills @ the end of the month. Days go by and I realize the $100 isn’t deposit in there yet. So I go to the bank and come to find out the bastard had put it back into my checking account. So about a $300 dollar check almost spent. I'm working with about 50 bucks until Friday which won't be spent but put in the saving....I'll make sure of it.
    -Joseph began living here with me 2 weeks ago...so lack of update he is now moved out into his own nice little place. It’s interesting and fun to live with your best friend you've pretty much grown up with past 8 years of your life. No arguments of anything of that nature. It went smooth and I even miss sharing the room with him.
    -I cut my hair. I didn't chicken out for once. It was to my belly button and now goes above my nipple. I got 6 years worth of trim and told the hair dresser "cut as much as you need off" and just hoped it wasn’t going to look bad. Now I wish an inch more was taken off. I'm not headed down the road to get my hair shirt or shaved, nothing like that. Just from my belly button to my nipple...too long didn't look as good as it does now. For once I've been keeping it all brushed out and I for once am happy with the way it looks. No more poofy-ness because I use one those big ass combs so I suppose brush adds static? None the less I am satisfied with it. Also got few pictures of it before and after shots and braids. Also got my eyebrows waxed..finally - Woo

    -March 20th I'm starting driver's Ed for 18 days. So sometime in April or the start of May I'll have my driver's licenses. What a fucking wait.
    So all in all I've had a good time as of late. I'm hoping to get out more, spend the night @ Joseph’s new place, and go the movies and all that fun stuff. But right now I'm getting some sleep for work. So goodnight...morning, afternoon...which the fuck ever.


    before & after
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    [Thursday
    February 9th, 2006 at 3:19pm]
    [ mood | sick ]
    [ music | 'Reassurance Rests in the Sea' -:- By: The Fall of Troy ]


    So the Fall of Troy show was crazy. I am in love with this band. The bands previous to the Fall of Troy..eh alrigth but Fall of Troy kicked ass. I purchased a FOT hoodie, awsome. Pictures are in LJ cut..along with others.
    I've been sick! I f'in hate it. My first 2 days out of work. I have strep(sp) throat. I suppose where I rarely am sick, this one chose to hit me hard. I've been sore, coughing, runny nose, headache...the whole deal. But I'm getting better slowly...regardless I have to take bubble gum medicine for 10 days...fuck yea!
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    -Got new shirts Trigun DVD boxset (i hope)
    -Still working on drivers ed
    -Finally, the wonders of digital cable and DVR
    -I worried about my brother take a plane...I hope hes okie
    -my mom rocks
    -I'm going to go take a shower

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    [Friday
    February 3rd, 2006 at 7:12am]
    [ mood | blank ]
    [ music | 'New Star Killer' -:- By: David Bowie ]

    State of Union... i'm late, I just caught some newspaper read about it.
    Lets recap on some Bush memories
    -The little bastard witnesses the 9/11 as president. So he pretty much says "fuck dat shit ol bin isnt that big of a problem" Goes into Iraq saying there are indeed weapons or mass... finds no weapons but kills a good amount of innocent people along the way. Could not find weapons but found enough oil. Okay so he takes that home then here we are at the state union as he tells us "America is addicted to oil" No doubt, but when the hell do you ever hear the supplier confess that? Crazy shit. So all in all we have witness years of stupidity. No I'm no longer proud to say I'm from America, yes this president has fucked things up so god damn much that its unbelievable he is still in office.
    It truly amazes me how this is possible. A president that gets caught getting his dick sucked get all types of negative response from those who seem to matter, yet here we have a president now that takes little care of our country, supplies oil from a country filled of inocent men, women and childern killed by our soilders. all in all FUCK BUSH

    -Tonight is the Fall of Troy. I'm there to see them, Michelle & Tracy No one else. I'm excited. woo. Pictures this weekend my nigga.

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    SAY GOODNITE TO THE BAD GUY [Monday
    January 23rd, 2006 at 6:09pm]
    [ mood | giggly ]
    [ music | 'Behind These Hazel Eyes' -:- By: Kelly Clarkson ]

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    Crazy. A cupole of teenage punks decide to walk up and down our street for 5 hours or so with 2 B.B Guns. Previously my brother's car window got shot out with a B.B Gun. Last night befor ei went to work I heard some tlaking outside my window and the guns being cocked. So we called the law...I saw them shooting @ a house across the street around that time. They caught them. now today we have kids coming up and down the street still. And they stoped to check out my mom's car. This is so sad when you have to keep an eye out for assholes like that. Heres my fucking rant.
    ~Its terribly sad when a teenager has nothing better to do then take a B.B gun up and down a street a shoot at cars; houses and whatever else they made have found humor in. I'm sick of the idiots of this world. Its amusing at first to see how a human reacts to boredom or how they resolve their problems with something they know is wrong and something they know they will regret in the long run (not sometihng as extreme as this though). But when your 2 dogs are at risk, 5 cars are parked outside your house, and your house yourself, it gets kind of old and ridiculous...and your itching to ask the cops to let you kick them in the nuts just one good time for being so ignorant.
    So what comes of this? Just a slap on the hand probably. Parents saying "no no!" But at least their names are on file incase other damage happens.

    Some parents are just not fit out to be parents it seems. If youre going to allow your kid to walk out at 9:30 at night, youre a fucking idiot. And if you chose to let them walk out after you find out what they've done...youre a bigger idiot. If they snuck out...its sad you don't keep track of your kid for the 5 hours they were out there shooting shit up. Couldn't find them? Its amazing how easy the cops could have found them and how they were so loud at talking and cocking the gun on the side of the street

    -To you guys who find it not fair that your parents are not understanding when comes to going out at night weather it is with a friend, driving and such, this is why. Not just thinking you'd get in trouble but idiots like this... slippery roads... dumb ass human beings that have notihng better to then shoot at a place or cause some sorts of trouble. The worry factor in parents is something I admire to a certain extent. I use to hate it but when I became 16 going on 17 I understood. Now I'm 18 psht I do what I want! haha just kidding. I'll still follow my mom's lead for 18 to 81 because she knows what she is talking about.

    ~I got some new clothes and such...Scarface shirt rocks. Work is going great, driving is working out just fine. I'll be chekcing on tags and such soon. Then when all this is done...I can go for my GED.

    peace!

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    [Saturday
    January 21st, 2006 at 3:05pm]
    [ mood | happy ]
    [ music | 'Changes' -;- By: Tupac ]

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    Its what I've always wanted, its what I've bene working towards and now that bitch is parked right out my house. Its not the exact one. its a 2004 but its pimped as fuck!
    I'll update later with more news and such...right now I'm going to admire it..
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    [Saturday
    January 7th, 2006 at 5:17pm]
    [ mood | chipper ]
    [ music | 'I Ran' -:- By: Flock of Seagulls ]

    I don't care if you deny it or not...deep down inside...I know your jealous of this.

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    First entry of '06.
    7 days into the year. Thing are go so far. Nothing new. Same job, still single, same state..but this is just January. Even so I'm not complaining what so ever. I'm very happy.
    -so to sum things up. Work is excelent. 2 months I'll be getting insurance. The executive manger gave me big props on what I do on my 8 hour shift every day but sadly her and anothe rmanger I like are leaving come Febuary.
    - I'm still saving up for a car. I still aim for now around July or August until I'm able to get a dodge neon.
    -Friday I went to Raliegh with my brother and mom, had great time...spent a bit, check out all my cool stuff!
    -Found out someone wasnt who they told me there were. 16 year old ended up being a 14 year old. aint that some shit?
    -My sister had her baby,
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    Ahh.. and Febuary 3rd i get to see my 2nd favorite band. the Fall of Troy is gonna kick some f'in ass

    Picture on LJ cut. Peace<3
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    "If you break your edge. Then you break my heart. Truth till death"
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    good bye '05 [Friday
    December 30th, 2005 at 11:24am]
    [ mood | giddy ]
    [ music | '919' By: Petey Pablo ]

    Another year passed. Someone take the hands of time and fucking turn them back to the early 90's or 80's when Thunder Cats still aired on regular TV. As each year goes by me I get a fear of the next year and the next year. 18 years have gone by for me and they never get any slower. I'm wish I was stuck in my childhood. I can't say that I'd miss anything I had now...few friends yes love experience and work isn’t something I'd cry over anymore though. Well, none the less I've learned great experiences off others. This year has been one of the most fucked up years. This was my dark year where nothing came out good for me. I can even defend that theory by saying the FIRST week of January I ended up at the hospital with 5 staples put in my head. Other things such as no job, no GED... no girl and when I had found one some how it got ruin. You find out a girl you had been talking to about serious dating ends up being 14 years old rather then 16 as she told you. It’s a disappointment. But, I'm a Buddhist and one thing I've learned from performing Buddhism is to be happy. Life is a challenge of ups and downs. But you’re in charge of the game and with little effort or a lot of effort needed; you can change it into something positive.
    I looked at this year as a year I don't want to reflect on. But that’s just erasing 12 months of my life. I may have gotten staples but it taught me not to stand so close when golfing (lol) -I may have gotten dumped early Febuary...because she wasnt the one- I may have been unemployeed for a year...But look at where I am now. I have everything in a job that I want and need. I may have been deceived by someone and their lies but I'll learn from my mistakes to be more careful. And I may have lost Carly and I may have lost her as a friend now with not what I'd call my actions but me explaining things in the wrong way. But all I can do is look back and be happy that I got the chance to meet her and be with her for the time I was. And I lost many friends in '05. Too many. But I have learned and separated my friends from my aquatics to people who just never really cared. And because of that, I have more time for the true friends and more love and respect for them. This year hasn't been too awful when you look at the positives and just think of the negatives as a life lesson or see how what one disappointment lead you to something great.
    And last but not least I have met a lot people on Myspace and LJ in '05...That’s another big positive for me. So too all my friends reading this, Know that I appreciate and adore your company.<3


    * January *

    1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year?
    Stop drinking soda drinks, oh yeaaa (don’t think it'll work)

    2. Who kissed you at midnight? My mom:)

    3. Does it snow where you live? yes, sometimes

    4. Do you like hot chocolate? yes

    5. Have you ever been to times square to watch the ball drop? No


    * February *

    1. Who was your valentine in 2005? No one

    2. What did your valentine get you? Nothing

    3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? Yeah


    * March *

    1. Are you Irish? yes

    2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? yes

    3.What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005? nota, nothing


    * April *

    1. Do you love when it rains? Yes

    2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? I do that every year

    3. Do you get tons of candy on easter? What is the meaning of easter anyway? lol

    * May *

    1. What's your favorite kind of flower? hmm not sure

    2. Do you like the spring? Not my favorite but yea

    3. What would you think of as a spring color? blue


    * June *

    1.when did you graduate from school? 2005 didn't

    2. Did you go on any vacations last June? No, but I am fucking determined to go somewhere next year

    * July *

    1. What did you do on the 4th of July? cook out and gave thanks for being a American! you bet (jk)

    2. Did you go on any vacations during this month? na


    * August *

    1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer? Did my every day thing

    2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05? hmm, I guess passing all those GED thingys cause i was happy to find out I had some brain left

    3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? none this summer...usually do though
    4. Do you go to the beach a lot? I haven't been to the beach in years


    * September *

    1. Did you attend school/college in '05? No

    2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? N/A

    3. Do you like fall better than summer? Hell yes


    * October *

    1. What was your favorite halloween costume ever? seom guy in NC dressed up like Hunter s. Thompson I'll be that next year!

    3. What did you dress up like this year? A zombie


    * November *

    1. Whose house do you usually go to for thanksgiving? Sisters

    3. Who/What are you thankful for? i'm thankful for alot of things but I don't reflect on what I'm thankful for one day of the year on a hoilday like thanksgiving
    * December *

    1. Do you celebrate Christmas? I celebrate the hoildays. Christmas is getting to over rated

    2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? yes

    3. What do you want this year for Christmas? ..stuff!

    4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas? Hmm, I sreally did like my elvis blanket

    5. Do you like cold weather? sometimes

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    [Friday
    December 23rd, 2005 at 9:12am]
    [ mood | blah ]
    [ music | 'Beat it' -:- By: Micheal Jackson ]

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    Christmas, Hanukkah, Kwanzaa...happy holidays I general
    -Each year of December gets more disappointing for me. Each December religious freaks play a roll in making this time of year into something its not. They argue fuse whine and bitch over small senseless things such as being offended you told them "happy holidays" oppose to "Merry Christmas" -They believe that because they how found faith somehow through a book that wasn’t even written by the "man up stairs" that their religion is the only one that deserves to be noticed. Or it’s taken the meaning out of Christmas. What the fuck is the meaning of Christmas in this generation? Not only did they choose to take the birth of Christ and move in from summer to December 25th but they have even lost meaning in celebrating his birth around this time. Which is fine with me because the fuckers got the damn date wrong to begin with! But now Xmas is about proving it’s the dominated holiday. Signs with Merry CHRISTmas, people demanding to be told Merry Xmas rather than Happy Holidays. It’s a shame I didn't take time to say happy holidays to the customers at work... Considering that my assiant manger says Merry Xmas, I would have love for her to comment about me saying Happy Holidays.
    -This isn’t much, just a little kick in the ass to remind all that December isn’t about religion. It’s not about Christ or getting presents. It was originally to celebrate death taking over life. It’s not the way I look at it though. I keep in mind of those who don't have what I have, who don't have even half of what I've got. Family, friends, house etc... Keep that in mind rather than what your religion has to do with this time of year cause it has nothing to do with it.

    <3

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    Let me be your Ho-ho-Hooo [Tuesday
    December 20th, 2005 at 4:01pm]
    [ mood | giggly ]
    [ music | 'Hate it or Love it' -:- By: The Game ]

    Some Holiday shots!

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    So I was cleaning out the men's bathroom last night and while doing so I discovered a non damaged, un-open box of Brittney Spear's curious. This had to be a joke, a statement that she is a peice of trash, her curious must smell like shit, or maybe someone took advantage of the picture on the box. None the less it made my night.
    -I'm getting rid of my gunie pig (stinks!) I may get 2 rats...this is a option I may chose. I'm now saving for a car..This weekend or sometime Thursday/Friday I'm going to find out about my GED classes and such. no more waiting...I'm goign to get rid of this and out of the way. Peace
    <3
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    [Friday
    December 16th, 2005 at 3:07pm]
    [ mood | crazy ]
    [ music | 'Scratch' -:- By: The Game ]

    so I took more pictures. For you...and you. I even made out with Gizmo again. enjoy?
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    Major Drug free! [Wednesday
    December 14th, 2005 at 2:32pm]
    [ mood | giddy ]
    [ music | 'Pablo Picasso' -:- By: David Bowie ]

    how hott is that shirt?
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    Next week of this day will make a month I've been at Walgreens. I have future plans of staying here. Things are going great. I've learned many things there and one being that I actually enjoy running the cash register. My first thought of doing that scared me, now its something I offer to do while I'm there...I don’t know how long that'll last, eventually it'll get old I'm sure hehe. Last night I made my first boo boo. Maybe I got cocky when they told me that I did a good job and went a lot faster then the other guy on night shift. Maybe it was just because I was a wee bit tired, because me cocky never comes in to play. But none the less, I dropped the key to the trash can bin in the bathroom into the toilet... It’s gone but I'm in no trouble thankfully.
    `So I made $370 on my first pay check, I'm getting a taste of cell phone bills... because I've changed plans I now went from $40 to $50...had to add long distance so its now $60 a month. I'm not complaining though, great plan. Free anytime minutes.
    -I had more money in my pocket then I’ve ever held at once in my life time, So I kind of threw some of it out..But most went to a good cause, presents. Something I had trouble getting people around this time of year. Receiving is nice but giving has been a wonderful feeling so far. Not a good feeling when you look in your wallet but a good feeling knowing they will enjoy what you've got them.
    So there’s that doctor bill, cell bill, and now marurices bill... more to come I'm sure, still, things are going great. Me and Carly are talking more, still staying separate for the sake of our friendship or love status. I see it being for the best as of now. Hopefully things will work out; I believe it will provided she realizes I honestly want to be with her again sometime when we are actually able to see one another as much as possible. More then once every few months. Well I don't have anything else to tell you guys so I'm off to shower. Peace!<3

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